Monday, July 19, 2010

Upon a Moonless Night


My tale is told on moonless nights
But only by the brave,
The story of when Night’s thrall sought
To steal the bride of Day.

It was itself a moonless night
An empty, starless sky,
And tight the curtains had been pulled
To keep the void at bay.

As I was sleeping, Bitter Cold
Approached my warm bedside,
His frosted, cracked, and hoary lips
Leered from face petrified.

His nightmare form awakened me
As from stiff jaws he spake.
“Didst thou not know I courted Night
Beneath a dark moon’s wake?”

His fingers shaking, blue with ice,
He beckoned me to look.
From shades drawn back, my window bare
Revealed the sky forsook.

No silvered moon to light the dark
Peered from the frozen pane.
Just empty shadows damming up
A mouth, white-lipped and stained.

Then Bitter Cold spoke frosted words,
And ice formed in the air,
“My lover deems a sacrifice,
A sacred maiden fair,

“Will be the price she asks this hour.
I’ve searched both near and far.
Thou canst not flee before thy fate
That’s writ ‘cross blackest stars.”

“Take not that step,” I cautioned him,
“That leads thee to thy doom.”
Unheeding of my words he lurched
Across the darkened room.

And, as his bony, shriveled hands
Reached for my pulsing throat,
A shiver rippled through the air
And stirred his frigid coat.

The atmosphere, which had been chill,
Grew soft and warm with life.
Beside me stirred a restless god,
And Bitter Cold blanched white.

He staggered in his glacial stride.
His chilly stare was seized
As, from my downy bed, his eyes
The godlike form perceived.

“What is this creature lurking here?”
My husband’s voice was tight.
“Dost he not know he wakens Day
Before appointed light?”

And cowering the thief replied,
“It is my driven task
To seek for Night a maiden fair,
For sacred warmth she asks.”

My lord, reared up, his golden locks
Aflame with wrathful ire
His blazing body seared the air
Alight now with his fire.

“Thou darest to place your frozen claim
Upon the seed of Light!
What ill-placed confidence made thee
Believe thou had such rights?”

“This maiden fair’s no maiden here
But Lover of the Day.
Thou dares’t to threaten Golden Warmth?
Begone from here! Away!”

Then shaking, fearful, Bitter Cold
Did take himself to flight,
And never is he seen again
But on the darkest Night.

The Price to Fuel the Bitter Flames


Angry, tired, losing Life,
My jaded eyes half closed,
I lie alone with empty heart
And heaps of endless Woes

Left to wallow in my Self,
I build a nest of Shame,
Scraping up the tatters of
My suckling baby, Pain.

Rocking, grumbling, muttering,
I nurse Grief at my breast,
Content to raise Self-pity
With Fury as my guest.

Many years pass by with dreams
And Spite-filled lullabies.
Time has come, I lift my hand,
Release the spawn of Lies,

But my child, all grown up,
The monster bred with Hate,
Turns with pois’nous claws outstretched
I cannot flee, too late.

Broken, bleeding, torn apart,
I scream at my lost Youth.
Abandoned and forgotten,
I’m left with bitter Truth.

Inexorable: a sonnet


There is one thing I fear for us, my love,
One thing I cannot name, but—lest you think
It be the flying of the turtledove—
I’ll pen it here and stain the white with ink.
Our love is doomed. The Fates declare one day
This love so great will lose the brilliance
Of its incarnate form. Heav’n makes no way
For fleshly love to join the angels’ dance.
I wish I did not fear the days beyond.
For you, I wish my heart did not repine
And dread the pace of years or taste upon
My lover’s lips the bitter seep of time.
Still, I will love thee till forever calls
And silently curse Adam’s choice to fall.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

I Am Man

This was written in response to many people telling me that Obama is the Antichrist...as if God told them face-to-face...



I am man, not God I am
Just man, just me, much more than weak
I cannot save myself from me
I cannot see
I am deceived
I think that I can oft predict
The things that God from me has hid
But I am wrong, I am not right
I was not given God’s great sight
His ways are higher, far from me
I cannot say what things shall be
And yet I try to tell the world
That I have secret things unfurled
Yet hidden still they are from me
I am deceived.
I cannot see.